Tuesday, August 10, 2010

Going to MaMaw's

I'm leaving tomorrow to go visit my MaMaw. It will be the first time I have been back since my Aunt died in March. I am happy to be going "home" but know there are going to be many emotions when I go up to that graveyard. I've been listening to the song "The house that built me" by Miranda Lambert and it just feels like me right now. I've been feeling lost and looking for my way to whatever it is I am supposed to be doing with my life. There has to be more than this. So maybe some soul searching at MaMaw's is what is in order. I hope so anyway. I always hate to leave there so that will be teary. I'll get back right before the kids have to go to school. Good timing. I'll still be checking in and maybe update from the road(if we can get any signal.)


Diana said...

Hi Bonny,
This just reminds me that life is short, enjoy the moment!
Love Di ♥

Bonny said...

Thanks Di. The kids have had a blast playing in the creek and playing with their cousins. I went to the graveyard = major meltdown. Loving being with Mamaw even though I have literally barely slept this whole week.