Monday, October 12, 2009

I broke off my relationship with Buck last week. We had been having issues. And then he betrayed me and that was the last shove off the edge for me. I did tell him that he can see Luke whenever he wants, but he's hurt me beyond any love I have/had for him. It's crazy that there is such a fine line between love and hate.
So, I have been raging mad since last week to the point that I think I am going crazy. I'm so glad that I already had an appointment with my new psychiatrist this Wednesday. Because I really think that I am losing my mind. So, yesterday, I went and got a puppy! I guess a puppy will fix anything, right? Maybe I should have just got a dog six years ago instead of Buck? I can't and don't want to get into all the details, but I am so hurt and depressed. I've been here before and it's not pretty.

Here's a photo of Bella...our new puppy in all her cuteness.

She is a Great Dane!!


Azaera said...

I'm so sorry to hear that. It's best to break it off though than to waste more time on someone who isn't worth it.

Bonny said...

Thanks, I am sure tired of wasting time. But I have no intention to try to find someone else. Maybe God will send me the right someone, but if not, I am good with that too. I have the dog. :)