Monday, October 12, 2009

I broke off my relationship with Buck last week. We had been having issues. And then he betrayed me and that was the last shove off the edge for me. I did tell him that he can see Luke whenever he wants, but he's hurt me beyond any love I have/had for him. It's crazy that there is such a fine line between love and hate.
So, I have been raging mad since last week to the point that I think I am going crazy. I'm so glad that I already had an appointment with my new psychiatrist this Wednesday. Because I really think that I am losing my mind. So, yesterday, I went and got a puppy! I guess a puppy will fix anything, right? Maybe I should have just got a dog six years ago instead of Buck? I can't and don't want to get into all the details, but I am so hurt and depressed. I've been here before and it's not pretty.


Here's a photo of Bella...our new puppy in all her cuteness.


She is a Great Dane!!

2 comments:

Azaera said...

I'm so sorry to hear that. It's best to break it off though than to waste more time on someone who isn't worth it.

Bonny said...

Thanks, I am sure tired of wasting time. But I have no intention to try to find someone else. Maybe God will send me the right someone, but if not, I am good with that too. I have the dog. :)