Monday, December 1, 2008

Motivation

I can not get motivated for the life of me. I was off early today, I had planned to clean the house and then put up the Christmas tree. I didn't do any of that. I read some homework and that was all. Seriously, I really need the OCD to kick in and get my butt in gear. I have so much to do and a little extra time this week, but will I actually get anything done? I hope that I do.
On another note, Myles has his check up in Chicago this Friday and as always, I am obsessing about it. I always worry that they are going to tell me that they see something else. His check ups have been good for two years now but I still worry. I guess I will always worry about it.

2 comments:

The Y River said...

I think it's great to be able to worry about those we love and the things that need solutions, like family and assignments that are within your control. Although I always try not to worry about things I have no control over. I know its difficult to stop worrying but everything will be fine this Friday.

Bonny said...

Thank you. I hate that I worry and obsess about it because I tell Myles not to worry, but I'm his mom, I always worry. It was devastating to hear cancer when tey told us, but we were blessed. He is fine. There are many that are not and we see that every time we go for the check ups.